A couple days ago we decided to return several items to Menards that we bought for rebuilding our home, but never actually used. It took several treks up and down our stairs to haul birch underlayment, insulation rolls, electrical gadgets, carpet and tile samples, and random other odds and ends. We loaded up the open trailer that we borrowed from a friend and drove to Menards. It was a super sunny day!
When we got there we parked the truck and trailer in the parking lot. Everything was secured in place so we didn't think anything of leaving it in the lot for 10 minutes while we printed receipts at the kiosk. We were inside for 2 minutes before I ran out to the truck to grab something we needed. On my way back to the front doors, I noticed a man outside pushing a load of insulation in a flat cart. I didn't think much of it other than feeling sorry for him that he had to endure such a nasty, itchy job! We were inside for 5-10 minutes more, then went to the truck to start hauling stuff into Menards. When we got to the trailer, a huge roll of insulation was gone! Obviously gone! It had been there when we arrived, so we knew someone had stolen it. But in broad daylight? Not far from the entry to Menards? With 2 Menards employees standing in the cart shed? Really?
We both started fuming inside. WHO would do this? Who's morals are so jacked that they would do this- they clearly had to have been watching us and jumped out at the most opportune time to take a roll. Were they hoping we wouldn't notice? Why one? Why not all 5 rolls? I guess that would have been TOO obvious. Was it the man we had noticed hauling a load of insulation?
Our eyes scanned the parking lot in suspicion and anger. Everyone was suspect. The dominating thought in my head was "Trust no one!" Jason was angry and could have attacked any man he saw carrying a roll of insulation! Thank God no one was...
He went inside to ask if Menards had any cameras in their parking lot while I guarded the rest of our stuff. Yeah... me and all my ninja moves. As I was sitting there, I was still fuming inside and I begin to question why I was so mad. After all, it was just 1 roll of insulation, worth about $15. I know people steal... all the time. This doesn't make it right, but why was I reacting as if someone had taken my right arm? I know people steal, but I suppose it's more painful and unavoidable when it's personal... I began thinking a lot about the grace of God. HOW can He be so full of grace when people offend Him constantly. Stealing is SO contrast to His nature. I always knew it was, but somehow, on that day, it was more clear to me. Sin is SO in contrast with His nature, and how can He look past it? He CAN'T look past it outside of Jesus Christ covering people through His death on the cross! It was very clear to me that day that there ARE enemies of God everywhere. We all are enemies of God if we haven't put our faith in Christ. We have NO right to stand before God alone. No right and no hope. I was amazed as I was sitting there at God's grace in light of His justice... and so thankful that I've been forgiven through His Son! Yet... I was still angry at the thief...
I've been thinking a lot lately about Colossians 3, which says to "set your mind on things above." Since I was fuming, I figured maybe it was wise to apply that, so I started thinking about what God's Word says to our situation on how we should respond, and this verse came to mind...
"If someone slaps you on one cheek, turn to them the other also. If someone takes your coat, do not withhold your shirt from them." Luke 6:29
WHAT?! Had I seen the dude, I should have handed him another roll of insulation?? Really God? And He gently answered "yes" as I kept thinking about other passages like Matthew 5:44, "I say unto you, love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you."
Wow, how God's will is so different from our nature!! Though I love God, have committed my heart and soul to Him, and strive to serve Him, I still in that moment wanted to take out the thief who stole our roll! But as I repeated these verses to myself, I began to calm down. Yes, he does want me to love whoever stole from us... why? Why should I love him? Because God loves him and wishes that none perish. "He is patient, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance" 2 Peter 3:9.
God's grace is amazing. ESPECIALLY in light of his holiness. Because of that incident at Menards, I worship Him even more. I'm even more awed at this God I serve... So in some odd way I thank the man who stole $15 from us. "You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives" Genesis 50:20. I don't think many lives are being saved by this experience, but in my own heart God has worked it for good and I adore HIM!
Saturday 24 August 2013
Friday 2 August 2013
I'm intrigued...
I recently began reading a book called "Behind Enemy Lines." I'm not typically a reader of historical books simply because I don't make the time, but I've really enjoyed it. It's made up of a collection of letters sent home from soldiers in various wars throughout American history. It's very enlightening to hear their experiences first-hand and their thought processes in light of the horror they witnessed and the loneliness they felt. It's given me a newfound appreciation for history because it makes it come to life. I remember more quickly that they were normal people with normal thoughts and struggles. Too often I look at history as "old stories," rather than embracing the reality of what those individuals faced and battled.
Saturday 20 July 2013
Oh today...
Woke up this morning... first day in several that it was cool with a sweet breeze blowing through our curtains. Mmm... a day with little stickiness and humidity. As typical, cereal made a great breakfast- Grape Nut Flakes, that is. Reading the Bible in quiet on our couch is something that's precious and doesn't happen often on work days. A walk to the Post Office to mail "lost" shoes to my nieces was a nice check off my list. A trek to True Value scored a nice deal on Ortho bug (ant) killer. $18.99 with a $9 mail-in rebate + a $5 off coupon = 1.5 gallons for 4 bucks...! A long conversation with a good friend back home was special and lunch was string cheese, cherries, a NutriGrain bar and fruit snacks. I made a promise to Jason I'd get our entry grouted this week. So what do I do? Wait till the last day of the week to start it, of course! But accomplish that task I did, while listening to Taylor Swift on Pandora (yes, I like her music). And now? Jason's home and we relax together and get ready to take a walk. Brats make for a nice, easy menu tonight.
Good day home...
Good day home...
Wednesday 1 May 2013
Mondays...
On Mondays I recently started hanging out with Junior High girls from our youth group. After school, they walk on over to our place (one of the benefits of being within a few blocks of the middle and high school!).
Typically, there are about 8 girls that come, full of giggles and energy after sitting at a desk all day. I wasn't sure what to expect going into this... I knew I'd received nudgings from the Holy Spirit to do this. It was a step of obedience. God's Wod has been "sharper than a two-edged sword" in my life. When I rebelled against Him and preferred to do my own thing to satisfy my own pleasures and lusts, I was aware of what His Word said. Often times, I ignored it and still do, but it never fails to pierce and shape my mind and heart. It's imperative to be in God's Word, as His children. He reveals Himself to us through it. And Satan, our accuser, throws lies at us constantly- we have to be equipped with the "sword" He's given us.
I want these girls to be equipped. I want their lives to be "built on the rock," rather than on sand. I know that pain, pride, sin, lies, and trials will test their faith, and they will have a choice- a choice to walk the narrow, difficult path of obedience and faith; or to do what's right in their own eyes. And I pray they choose faith and obedience... there's so much reward in it.
And so on Mondays they come... and they guzzle lemonade like they've been in the dessert for weeks. And I limit the cookies they devour so they'll still have room for supper. And we laugh, we memorize Scripture together, we play Bible games, share stories, read the Bible together, they ask questions, and we pray. I hope it's strengthening them in their faith and that God's using me to bless them.
They've been a huge blessing to me. I think as adults we can be so guarded. We guard our tongues and our actions; we can lose our sense of humor and our transparency. We think we have to have it all together. We don't open ourselves up to others and don't "expect the best of each other" (1 Corinthains 13:7). It's refreshing to hear their honesty... to witness their trust. To listen to their laughter over things I've forgotten to laugh about.
But my heart is reminded of the struggles they face at school. It brings back memories of my middle school days- the days I'd rather forget- days filled with bullies, the obsession over clothes, peer pressure, popularity, egos, the list goes on... They deal with tough things that could potentially eat them alive.
As adults, are we coming alongside them? Are we discipling our youth? Are we letting them ask questions and willing to give them honest answers? Are we challenging them with God's Word and showing them Christ's love? This isn't a job just for youth pastors or camp staff... it's a priviledge and opportunity we have as followers of Christ.
Typically, there are about 8 girls that come, full of giggles and energy after sitting at a desk all day. I wasn't sure what to expect going into this... I knew I'd received nudgings from the Holy Spirit to do this. It was a step of obedience. God's Wod has been "sharper than a two-edged sword" in my life. When I rebelled against Him and preferred to do my own thing to satisfy my own pleasures and lusts, I was aware of what His Word said. Often times, I ignored it and still do, but it never fails to pierce and shape my mind and heart. It's imperative to be in God's Word, as His children. He reveals Himself to us through it. And Satan, our accuser, throws lies at us constantly- we have to be equipped with the "sword" He's given us.
I want these girls to be equipped. I want their lives to be "built on the rock," rather than on sand. I know that pain, pride, sin, lies, and trials will test their faith, and they will have a choice- a choice to walk the narrow, difficult path of obedience and faith; or to do what's right in their own eyes. And I pray they choose faith and obedience... there's so much reward in it.
And so on Mondays they come... and they guzzle lemonade like they've been in the dessert for weeks. And I limit the cookies they devour so they'll still have room for supper. And we laugh, we memorize Scripture together, we play Bible games, share stories, read the Bible together, they ask questions, and we pray. I hope it's strengthening them in their faith and that God's using me to bless them.
They've been a huge blessing to me. I think as adults we can be so guarded. We guard our tongues and our actions; we can lose our sense of humor and our transparency. We think we have to have it all together. We don't open ourselves up to others and don't "expect the best of each other" (1 Corinthains 13:7). It's refreshing to hear their honesty... to witness their trust. To listen to their laughter over things I've forgotten to laugh about.
But my heart is reminded of the struggles they face at school. It brings back memories of my middle school days- the days I'd rather forget- days filled with bullies, the obsession over clothes, peer pressure, popularity, egos, the list goes on... They deal with tough things that could potentially eat them alive.
As adults, are we coming alongside them? Are we discipling our youth? Are we letting them ask questions and willing to give them honest answers? Are we challenging them with God's Word and showing them Christ's love? This isn't a job just for youth pastors or camp staff... it's a priviledge and opportunity we have as followers of Christ.
Saturday 16 February 2013
Febrauary 16, 2013
Yikes... neglect is what my blog has experienced. I've neglected it for lack of time. Today I only write because I'm at Camp and our registration software is down- giving me no task to complete. And for a moment I've remembered, "Ahhh... yes, I have a blog."
In 5 minutes I'll get up from my chair and head to consume lunch in Camp's cafteria. After scarfing down my food, I'll head to clothe myself in winter warmth. I'll trek to the ski shop and put on my board. I'll rent snowboards until a beginner walks in- or in many cases, several beginners. Together, we will head to the hill where I'll do my best to teach them how to relax with 2 feet on one board. It will take time. It always does. They'll fall again and again. But if they have determination, they will listen to my voice and practice doing the very things their brain opposes. And they'll learn to board. They will have fun and shoot for bigger hills and faster speeds.
I have 4 hours with them. How can I share my life with them? How can I encourage them to live life with determination. In the same way they'll struggle to learn snowboarding, if they've given their lives to Christ, they will struggle to live their lives for him. Their hearts and mind will tell them false things about Him and they'll be prone to doubting who He is. They'll battle this. But if they listen to His Word and practice doing the very things their flesh opposes, they will learn the purity of faith and perserverance. They'll have eternal joy and shoot for "bigger hills and faster speeds."
In 5 minutes I'll get up from my chair and head to consume lunch in Camp's cafteria. After scarfing down my food, I'll head to clothe myself in winter warmth. I'll trek to the ski shop and put on my board. I'll rent snowboards until a beginner walks in- or in many cases, several beginners. Together, we will head to the hill where I'll do my best to teach them how to relax with 2 feet on one board. It will take time. It always does. They'll fall again and again. But if they have determination, they will listen to my voice and practice doing the very things their brain opposes. And they'll learn to board. They will have fun and shoot for bigger hills and faster speeds.
I have 4 hours with them. How can I share my life with them? How can I encourage them to live life with determination. In the same way they'll struggle to learn snowboarding, if they've given their lives to Christ, they will struggle to live their lives for him. Their hearts and mind will tell them false things about Him and they'll be prone to doubting who He is. They'll battle this. But if they listen to His Word and practice doing the very things their flesh opposes, they will learn the purity of faith and perserverance. They'll have eternal joy and shoot for "bigger hills and faster speeds."
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