God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8
Tuesday, 23 September 2008
Confused, Lord....
My heart is broken right now. I'm very confused. Why are children the victims of abuse and the victims of all the bad choices their parents make? I'm hurting and confused over my neices- these three beautiful girls that never asked to be placed in such a messed up world, with such a messed up life. I am angry with my sister. I am angered by her choices. I am angered by the state of mind she's in. I'm angered by the fact that she is not thinking about how her choices effect her daughters. I am angered by her constant rejection of help and God. I am angered by her and while I still desire that she turns to God, God has laid it on my heart to do all that I can to help her kids. I am confused about what God's plan is. I am very confused. Things did not go as we thought things would go. God's plan did not go as we thought it would. We still believe He knows what's going on. We believe that He has a plan in all of this. We have faith that He let all this happen for a reason. Sometimes I just wish God made things more clear to me. Sometimes I wish I could hear His audible voice rather than His still small voice. I cry out to God for these kids and I know He hears my cries. I have to pray in faith, knowing that saving these kids is in His will. I pray against generational consequences. Lord, I beg You not to consequence these kids for the actions of their mother- rescue them Lord. Protect them. Fight for them. Deliver them from the evil that surrounds them. Protect their little hearts, their little eyes... Have Your hand in all of this and give me understanding, Lord. I need your understanding...
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