I'm not sure why I feel the need to blog right now.  There are a million things I want to do before Jason walks through the door.  I have to clean up the MESS from decorating and jiggling the Christmas tree around, I have to clean up my mess from the chocolate chip cookies I made, I have to put away boxes, and put supper together....
So I'll get straight to the point.  I decorated our tree today!  It's BEAUTIFUL!  I love the lights from the tree shimmering in our living room.  It makes it all look so cozy and warm.  We just need a fire place to top things off...  but it's not happening.  At least not here and not anytime soon.
I fell so blessed lately in so many ways.  I love my husband, this ministry, the fellowship we have with other believers here, we have plenty of food, a nice apartment... the list goes on.  I keep praying, "God, prepare me for the day when things will seem they're falling apart."  Because I know that day will come.  I believe I'm understanding more and more how to seek God through the good and bad times.  But "bad" times haven't happened for a while.   I pray every day for strength to be faithful and to find joy despite whatever my circumstances may be.  God is my joy, He is my life, He is my strength.  I pray this will be evident ALL the time .