Writing Dilemma

I'm writing, yet I have not fully processed what I'm going to write. It may be that I do not know what to write. Yes, that is the case, I do not know what to write. And so I sit..... you may want to know why I want to write when I know not what to write. And regretably I have no answer. And so I continue to sit..... at times I would prefer that my writing skills were more coherent, that my thoughts flowed a bit better, perhaps then I could think of what to write. But no such luck. It seems that I love writing of spiritual things, yet when I write simply to write of my life, my mind chooses to go blank. I could write of work, but work is not eventful at the moment, hence my reason for writing. I could write of Jason, but cannot imagine what to write of him. I could write of leisurely activities. I could write of friends. But again, I cannot think of why to write of these things, let alone what to write of these things. And so I sign off and will write when I have something to write of.