"Lord, Change my Attitude!"

I'm beginning to go through a book with the wives at Camp, written by James MacDonald,  called "Lord, Change my Attitude."  I'll admit, when I first opened the pages, it was easy to think, "This book isn't for me!  I have my attitudes pretty under control and I'm an optimistic person!"  But after going through the introduction and reading through Numbers 13-14 about the Isrealites and all their griping and unbelief, I realized, "Hmm...  I do that way more than I want to admit!" 

I'm excited about what God will show me about myself through this study- what He will reveal.  I know I'm yucky in heart too often.  And there are many things that are culturally acceptable that can "become" too easily acceptable if I'm not careful.  

It seems lately that God's been speaking to me, "You're not of this world.  You're in it, but not of it.  Believe and live like you believe that's true." 

Yes, Lord, I want that.  Help me "change my attitude" in response to life.  Make me more like You.  I love You.

Can't we get some real news?

I wonder if anyone's like me...  I wake up in the  morning to turn on the news, hoping to get an update on important things that have happened in our nation and globally, I get that for about 5 minutes (10 max) and the next 45 minutes are about Hollywood, the Emmy awards and Dancing with the Stars.  Really???!  There isn't anything more pressing going on?  I fail to believe that. 

Again, a downfall of not paying 50 bucks a month for cable.  Why can't we purchase one channel for, say, $10 a month?  I'd do it.  And I'd choose FoxNews. 

*sigh* 

September 16, 2011

I'm never sure what to write. But I feel like I should be updating our blog. So I'll just recap what our past few weeks have looked like.

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 About a month ago we left for a long trip. First to the Twin Cities for a wedding shower- mainly family time but we also had a great afternoon visiting my old roomie and her hubby.  Second, off to Rochester, MN for support-related stuff and to visit family.  And lastly, we headed to Bemidji, MN because my brother and his family were there from Arizona for a wedding!  I had SUCH a great time with my family- I don't get to see dad or my brother and his family too often.  We also got to see my sister and her kids- which we so enjoyed.  We also visited more friends and accomplished some support-related things. It was a great trip.

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 But wow! Talk about sleeping in a lot of various places! In someone's living room... bedroom... loft... floor... We had fun though and a great experience- amazing fellowship with friends and family. We were gone so long from home, we nearly forgot what it was like to be here! We had tons of time with nephews and neices (of course we loved that). But it was so good to get back to Wisconsin and to Camp.

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And now the cold weather is hitting. Our squash has died from last nights frost. Goodbye fresh produce from our garden- it was good while it lasted. We still have some stored that will last a few months. The butternut squash will last a while and that's my favorite...

8/17/2011

Today is sunny and hot! But so nice. And what are we up to? Support related stuff and getting ready to head out of town for 3 weeks tomorrow! First, we'll be in the Twin Cities for Jason's cousin's bridal shower (and visiting other friends), then we head to Rochester for a few days to meet with friends (staying w/ Jason's parents), then off to Bemidji! My little bro and his family will be in Bemidji from AZ for 4 days and we can't miss that. We only get to see them once a year. Along with visiting them, we'll be making more contacts for our support. We're at 85%!

We're praying God brings us to full support soon. Our hearts are itching to be back at Camp full-time. We know God will provide, it's just the "when" that we're unsure of. But man, it's great knowing God's in control and His timing is perfect!

So faithful.

I love the book of Job. Jason and I were reading through it together the other day and I'm so struck at Job's faithfulness. He lost all his livestock- thousands of animals; all his many servants; and all 10 of his kids! I can't even fathom experiencing that much heartache. But what was His response?


"Then Job arose and tore his clothes and shaved his head, and he fell to the ground and worshipped. He said,

'Naked I came from my mother's womb,
and naked I shall return there.
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away.
Blessed be the name of the Lord.'

Through all this Job did not sin nor did he blame God."

Job 1: 20-22


When trials come will we blame God and turn away from Him? Or will we be faithful, as Job was faithful and praise His name through it- remembering God's goodness and sovereignty despite how we feel?

Mystery Trip 2011: God accomplishes His will through His people.

This past week was amazing. God taught us so many things- our passion was ignited and we were so pumped at how God works. Jason was given an opportunity to speak on one of Camp Forest Springs' wilderness trips- the Mystery Trip. And I got to tag-along :) It was a high school wilderness trip where kids work together to figure out clues that tell them what their next adventure is. When the kids arrived, we were unsure of how the week would go. Many of the kids would never have chosen just to "hang out" with one other, but on this trip they were forced to work together and become friends. I think it stretched them in such a good way. Most of the kids came from broken homes and some from foster care. It's heartbreaking how broken apart families are and how messed up the "family" in America has become. The kids get caught in the middle and experience so much pain through it all.


Jason was asked to speak on Colossians 3, but soon realized he would need to change his agenda based on where the kids were spiritually. He shared the Gospel with them all throughout the week and he, Clark, and Anna shared their testimonies. God was right there with us all throughout the week. We bonded as a group and trust was built. It felt like we all became family.

These kids needed desparately to hear about God's love for them- that God doesn't cause the pain we experience in life. It's sin and the consequences of ours and other's that causes us pain. God wants to carry us through it and we CAN trust Him.


I could go on and on with stories of how we were challenged, how the kids were challenged, one-on-one conversations we had with them, ways that God showed Himself to them for the first time... but I'll only share one.


We had a girl in our group who was in foster care. Her heart was in so much pain over things she's been through and on the first day she told us that God takes away our joy to get the glory for Himself. She was very quiet and always chose the picnic table and seat farthest away from anyone. After Day #1 she wanted to go home. I talked with her and shared my testimony with her, telling her of God's love for her- she listened. All week she intently listened when Jason spoke. All of what we were sharing was new to her and she was soaking it in. As the week went on she began to smile more. She began to interact more and you could tell she was having so much fun. On day 3 she asked us if Camp ever had a month-long camp!! On Friday, we debriefed with the kids. Jason asked them what their highs were for the week and what they had learned about God. We didn't expect Mariah to share much because of her personality, but when she opened her mouth and began to speak, tears flooded my eyes.


She said that week the counselors testimony's meant a lot to her. To know she wasn't the only one experiencing pain and that God can bring her through her pain in the same way they brought us through ours, was very powerful to her. And she told us a story, but before I tell it, I must rewind a bit...


On day #2 of the trip, one of our trip leaders, Adam, lost his $70 watch while we were having chicken fights in the lake. He was devastated and asked us all to help him search for it. After searching and searching and then leaving so that water could settle, and coming back to search some more, we all gave up. And Adam concluded he'd never find the watch and that was that.

Mariah told us that the next day while we were all playing again in the water and no one was thinking about the watch, she prayed to God- for the 1st time ever- that God would help someone find Adam's watch. FIVE minutes later a girl from our group stepped on his watch and found it!


This was so profound to her! And it brought me to tears how God works to bring people to Him in such simple but piercing ways. That night we gave her a Bible and while all the other girls were painting their nails, she was on her bunk reading Scripture. That night, after lights went out, she had her flashlight and was still reading.


Another girl from our group is going to start coming to church with us every other Sunday- when she's not with her dad.


God moves, even when we can't always see it. He's working to draw people to Himself. And that was so evident this week. Keep living for Him in your workplaces- keep sharing your testimony with unbelievers. No matter how stupid or useless you may think you're words are- God will use them in ways you may never know.


Here are some pictures from the trip...

May 27, 2011

Today is such a beautiful day. It would be perfect were it not for the swarms of black flies we get out here. But they're only for a season. We'd take summer + bugs any day over the cold winter months!

Today I've been plugging away at youth registrations- entering them into the computer, calling parents, balancing the accounts, mailing out confirmations. And there's still so much to do! We've probably received 30+ registrations in the past week. And we're praying we get many more. For the past 1 1/2 weeks, I've been filling in for Kerra, who just got married and is now on her honeymoon. Next week she'll be back in the office and then Jason and I can focus more on raising our support.

Today Jason went to help Dan (in adventure ministries) build a dock out at the Flambough River. He's been gone since 8am this morning and probably won't get back until later this evening.

Memorial Day Family camp is this weekend! Lots of families arrive tonight. Jason and I aren't teaching this year (like we did last), because we don't have all our support in, but this weekend we will be helping Diane in her class with the elementary kids. Busy weekend for everyone!

Starting on Monday we'll start prepping for our church visit next weekend. We've been generously given 5-7 minutes during the worship service and 45 minutes during the Sunday School service. What a blessing! We're praying God impresses the desire on more people's hearts next weekend to give to what we'll be doing here at camp. We'd still love to be able to serve full-time here this summer.

Gotta head home, eat some supper, and call a friend...